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6 : pearls on a string [28 Aug 2006|01:54pm] [ mood | complacent ] [ music | Matisyahu ] i cant believe that almost all of my friends have left for college. i was extremely depressed when the first one left, but now im almost getting used to it... if thats possible. i love my friends more than anything and so i dont know why im so complacent right now. i dont think its hit me yet because im not exactly sad or worried for the future... i dont know what to make of all this. it used to seem like i would never go to college, and now its actually here. i was more depressed last year when a certain someone left for college than i am about leaving my own home.

pearls on a string [22 Jul 2006|11:30pm] [ mood | depressed ] Goodbye Everyone! Tomorrow I am leaving for 3 and a half weeks to travel to Switzerland and Austria. I am not prepared whatsoever, mentally or physically, but it should be very fun.

4 : pearls on a string [08 Jul 2006|11:50pm] [ mood | drained ] if one could die from boredom, i most definitly would be pushin up the daisies right now. im under house arrest, day 3 of being grounded and i am so miserable. im moody, and grumpy, and just plain irritable. all my friends are out and i am watching reruns alone on the couch. UCSB orientation in 2 days. im really getting anxious. im so nervous that i wont fit in or i wont like it or... what if im not ready for college? *sigh* p.s. i really love my job scooping ice cream. ive bonded with all of my coworkers and its actually a pretty enjoyable experience altogether.

3 : pearls on a string [15 May 2006|07:29pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | RENT! ] gah. i just cannot modivate myself to study. TWO MORE FINALS and i am completely DONE with high school. :) im pretty happy about that. now im going to go recalculate what i have to get on my finals to pass each class. again.

3 : pearls on a string [10 May 2006|10:27pm] i am officially single again, and despite the initial bruise of seperation, i am pretty content. We have decided to be friends, and we realize that our relationship was a flash in the pan but it was fun. heh. and today's our one month anniversary.

6 : pearls on a string [09 May 2006|09:18pm] [ mood | confused ] they stole my car! the little bastards stole my car and took it for a test drive! and all i got was a "im sorry. but you know, your car can go from 0 to 60 in 8 seconds. i didnt give your car enough credit!" wtf!

5 : pearls on a string [24 Apr 2006|11:37pm] [ mood | amused ] sheesh.

[23 Apr 2006|10:48pm] [ mood | stressed ] oh jeez. my life is just one big ball of drama right now and i cant deaaaaal with it anymore. i just dont know what to do with myself. i wish things could be as simple as they were in kindergarten, where drama was when someone ate your favorite crayon. *sigh*

4 : pearls on a string [22 Apr 2006|12:36am] [ mood | pleased ] [ music | The Dandy Warhols ] i am such a lucky person. with everything: friends, family... everything! i am just very very lucky.

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